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Posted on April 14, 2008 @ 5:55 pm
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i've moved to blogspot.
didn't i tell?
I DIDN'T??
NO???
oh okay.
so yeah,i've moved.
www.blacksimplicity-x.blogspot.com
will post here once in a while too though.
toodles.
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Posted on April 14, 2008 @ 5:54 pm
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i often project the image that i'm independent.
that i am reliable and trustworthy.
or at least that's what i've been told lah.
not self-praise ok.
hence people trust me to do stuffs for them,
expect me to be able to create wonders,
make everything alright,
get things done once the things are thrown in my direction,
on my shoulders.
sometimes,it is flattering to know that people trust me.
but sometimes,people tend to expect too much from me.
it's as though people forget i'm still an average teen.
an ordinary kiddo who still struggles to make ends meet.
who worries bout not making the cut
or reaching up to people's expectation.
i know i often keep things to myself.
i rarely let people know how i truly feel.
maybe it's due to my fault after all
why people think i'm that way.
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Posted on January 09, 2008 @ 9:21 pm
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there have been times when i've doubted myself.
my own actions,my own thoughts,my own words.
did i do what i did because i wanted to or i had to?
which was more important,what i want or what should be done?
but then again, what i wanted to do was never necessarily good.
whether for me or the people around me whom i care about.
though most of the times i try my hardest to be considerate,
to think of others and not place myself of utmost importance,
at times i feel like being really selfish and self-centred.
but that wouldn't be healthy now would it?
i sometimes don't want to be little miss nice.
i wanna be evil.
i dont wanna be oh-it's-okay kinda person.
i wanna be i-want-it-my-way kinda person.
i never got about to doing it.
(well ok maybe sometimes due to unforeseen circumstances.)
know why?
cuz i'm sensible enough to know it's not worth it.
why be self-centred?
i'll only have myself to care about me and no one else.
why be selfish?
i have nothing to gain but in fact more to lose.
i'll end up hurting the people i dont wanna hurt,
and myself hurting in the end too.
but i guess it wouldn't hurt to be the evil one for awhile now would i?
maybe i'll be just that when i cant take it anymore.
i'm not saying anyone in particular.
just a random thought.
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Posted on January 07, 2008 @ 4:14 pm
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went to college today to help out with the orientation program
for the new intake CAL students.
had to wear an uber yellow digi-ish tshirt which had
'ask me about CAL' written at the back.
acckkk.
it was pretty alright.
jul,kath and i were in charge of PM2.
all 24 of them were rather sporting.
so the activities that were supposed to be carried out
went rather smoothly.
though ironically,i had to help them memorise their classmates' names.
as though i was some database or something.lol.
i gave jul,kath and ying their post-xmas prezie today.
a beary fish doodoll for ying,pinkie pirate doodoll for jul and cupido doodoll for kath. =)
jul gave me ritter sport dark chocolate (ooh my fav,thanks dearie)
and ying gave me a pretty dragonfly necklace.(dragonfly.my fav too.hehe.thanks hun).
ooh and and and kath gave me this bling pipa(dunno how to spell) necklace.it's supposed to be some chinese guitar-ish instrument which is played vertically.but anyways,it's unique.like it alot.thanks darl.
a good start to a new sem.
i seriously need to pull up my socks this year.
buck up and strive.
after a horrid aftermath of not being serious enough in sem 1.
blerghhh.me not like.
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Posted on January 06, 2008 @ 11:09 am
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bwahaha.
julia,this post is for you.
before you start stabbing me while saying 'i'm sick of your rip cut tear post.update!!'.
okie so here i am.
i dunno why,
i haven't been much into blogging lately.
not that i ever was very into it anyways.
oh wells.it doesn't matter.
i have considered using blogger cuz my friends have been complaining
bout the lousy comment system here.
but being the 'individualistic me' (ahem),
blogger's much too common nowadays.
livejournal makes me different.lol.
(self-deception i know =P)
i'll probably still give it some thought.
jul's coming back today!
and kath too!
i think ying came back yesterday.
so we're probably gonna have dinner together tonight.
whee!
i missed my 3 dearies.
grins.
anyway,this post is a random post.
posting just for the sake of posting something.
i do have more to say but it has to wait
cuz it's kinda inconvenient now.
no explanation offered.period.
toodles.
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Posted on October 07, 2007 @ 1:04 am
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most of my friends blogged about dissecting their mammalian heart for bio practical
so i had to say something as well being the all-time kiasu i am.
haha.
but sadly,due to my not-so-canggih phone,
no pics or vid.
sob sob.regretting like hell now,after seeing all their stuffs.
sigh.
it was pretty awesome really.
never mind the part i had to go through thousands of pins and needles to get a freaking heart.
anyhow,it was fantabulous. =)
pics say more than words so i suggest you go to my navigation bar and see the blogs below :
1) sher lynn
2) bon
3)meeteck
damn i should have taken pics/vids.
this cool memory only lives in my head and not physically.
what if i get dementia?
everything will be wiped off.
argh.
silly me.
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Posted on September 26, 2007 @ 4:26 pm
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it has almost been a week since i turned 18 on the 21st of Sept.
so yeah,i'm legal.
so what's the big deal really?
nothing i believe.
well in my opinion that is.
unless like guozheng who happens to relish the pleasure of waving his i/c at clubs.
ajak me somemore.haha.
however,it is my 18th birthday that i realise how much i treasure my friends so much more
and how i am treasured by them as well.
it's not that i never knew.it's just that now i know better.
at the very first minute i turned 18,
siok yin texted me,wishing me a very happy birthday.
we were friends since we were 8 or 9.
and now despite us not really hanging out or chatting as much as normally close friends would do,
there is still this really special bond between us.
where it is incomparable to many other friendships where seem to disintegrate when you talk to each other less or you simply meet each other less.
few minutes after that text,
someone literally across the sea ( the South China Sea to be precise) actually took the trouble to call me.
she was someone i met quite recently but has been a very big part of my everyday life.
and maybe in university even.
she sang me a birthday song and i was very much pleasantly surprised by her gesture,in addition to calling me like from far far away.(okay,maybe not that far.)
we were tight.but i didn't know how tight.i thought that i was just someone else she happens to know along her journey of life.
yes,we hung out.we almost did everything together 5 days a week.(sometimes even 6 to 7 days a week.lol).
but now i truly know she treasures me as much as i treasure her.so thank you.you know who you are.
if you dont,i'm gonna smack you.lol.i ♥ you to bits.
people texted me,sent me comments on friendster.
some called.
and 2 of the few who called were another 2 people who i treasured despite only being part of my everyday life quite recently.
like that special girl who resides across the sea,
we did almost everything together 5 days a week.
the 4 of us are tight.we even have a nickname for ourselves but let'snot get into that.
and them calling me despite being at different corners of malaysia (north,south and east),
i know that i'm treasured. (i know it's stupid to rate someone just by them calling me on my birthday but yeah,that's what i feel.it ain't matter to you.)
on monday,i was touched once again by the gesture of them 3 who bought me a slice of chocolate indulgence cake plus a candle plus a really cute and sweet card.
see,little things actually make me happy and really content.
seriously i love you guys to death.
apart from them,i also realised how much my perlingians meant to me.
wilson,terence,howard,guo bin,sebastian,clover,li yi,yoke thai,oi ling,yan yang,and li yen.
they are the ones who stood by me,who made my days filled with so much laughter and happy memories.
they are the ones who know me inside out,who know me exactly the way i am.
they are the ones who accept me for who i am without pretence,who accept me despite my flaws.
they are the ones who supported me wholeheartedly,who i know will be there for me.
you people are so much a part of me,
i regret i never told you guys face to face,i really treasure you guys so much.
you guys mean so much to me. ( ok, maybe i didn't say face to face cuz most of you are guys and it'll sound weird).
but anyways.love you all.
last but not least,
i have always known and not only on my 18th birthday,
my family means the world to me.
including my extended family.
well,at least i knew this all along.grin.
and to all the people who texted,wished,called and commented on my friendster,
thank you for making my 18th birthday a really awesome one.
and to my dear vonn and ting,
you two know you guys mean the world to me as well.
you guys are like family.love you two loads.
xxxx.
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listen up y'all!
today is the last day of the CLean Up the World Weekend.
have you cleaned up?
start with your own home,community or neighbourhood.
you can make a difference. =)
Clean Up the World Weekend is the focal point of the Clean Up the World campaign where year-round environmental programs are celebrated and is a time of action when millions of volunteers undertake activities such as removing rubbish from the world's streets, parks, beaches and forests and planting trees.
From national clean up campaigns to community recycling and water reuse projects, volunteers conduct a variety of environmental projects throughout the year with activities culminating over Clean Up the World Weekend, this year celebrated on 14 - 16 September.
Clean Up the World, held in conjunction with the United Nations Environment Programme, mobilises an estimated 35 million volunteers from more than 120 countries annually to clean up, fix up and conserve their local environment.
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Posted on September 16, 2007 @ 1:32 pm
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cis i got tagged by my twinn joylyn.
kinda unofficially cuz i commented on her entry and she said,oh you hafta do both surveys too.
nyeh.but anyways.
Fashion Survey
all things fashion!!be honest and tag 5 friends or as MANY as you want at the end of it.have fun!!
~Basics~
Name: Yvonne
Age : 18 ( in a few days time *hint hint*)
Location : Subang Jaya
~Favourites~
Store : Valleygirl, Supre, FOS, Padini/PDI/PA/Seed, Topshop ( actually i just pijak any floor is see that has racks of clothes standing on it.teehee.) oh and Diva.i love the accessories there.
Designers : no money wey.but i like Pucci.funky colours and prints.Vera Wang too. and ooh, not forgetting Burberrys(i loveee the classic burberry print.)
Place to go shopping : anywhere's fine. out of Malaysia would be better.haha.
Brand Names : err. Seed,Valleygirl,Supre,Topshop,Guess,Puma etc. Come to think of it, i dont really have any favs.
Colour to wear : BLACK.BLACK.BLACK. oh, green and white too. but definitely BLACK.
Item of clothing you own : hmmmm. none in particular. probably jeans,tees, and knitted tops (not those grandma-ish type ok).
Type of jeans : skinny and slim fit.
Type of tops : tees with catchy phrases and funny words, stripes, polka dots, nothing too bling or complicated. i like simplicity. =)
Type of shoes : my converse sneakers, peep-toes, flip-flops, heels.
Clothing on opposite sex: tees with cool graphics but not too complicated and tees with nice and catchy words. khakis would be fine too.
Types of accessories: charm bracelet, necklaces with weird and nice pendants, different-from-the-others type of earrings.
~Misc~
What would you never be caught dead in? : leggings. blergh.
How many clothes in your wardrobe? : just nice.i'm happy.but more would be better.haha.
What was the last item of clothing you bought? : a long sleeved grey top which says 'royal pain in the ass'.grins.
If you owned your own fashion label, what would it be called? : haven't though of it before. *thinks hard*
Which celeb's style would you love to steal? : none in particular. they often have fashion disasters.
Do you follow trends? : maybe. but i try to inject some individuality.
What's 'in' in your area at the moment? : harajuku. i know it's been some time but i still see em everywhere. eek.
What colour is a NO for you?: none. all are ok. :)
~VS~
Short skirts or Long skirts? :short
Jeans or Corduroys? : jeans!!!
Hats or Sunglasses? :sunglasses
Tight jeans or Baggy jeans? :tight
Bright colours or dark colours? :dark
Skinny belts or Wide belts? :wide
~Right Now~
Wearing: black tank top with shorts
In your bag: phone,mp3 player, eyeliner, lipgloss, tissue, wallet, pendrive, pen, keys.
Saving up for: jeans.an A|X bag.and loads of other non-fashionly stuff.
Wishing for: more jeans,more nice tops, an autographed chelsea jersey.
~That You Own~
Favourite shirt: isn't it the same as fav type of tops??look up.
Favourite jeans: my Miss Sixty faded one, esprit dunno-what-colour-one and levi's.
Favourite shoes: sneakers and flip flops. and this gorgeous black peep-toe pumps..
Favourite dress: the brown one which looks like a beach dress. =)
Favourite belt: the orange one with buttons from some stall and the white with black holes one.
Favourite Hat : none.i look horrible in em.
Favourite Piece of underwear: hmmm.i like em all. (i wont buy em if i didnt)
Measure Your Fears - Would You, Wouldn't You, You Did
Pet a snake : i did. it was cold.what dayya expect?
Spend a week in an empty room : would not! i'd go bonkers.
Ride in a hot-air balloon : i'd love too.
Sky dive : i so wanna!
Sing in front of a huge audience :no way! i cant even sing to save my life..
scuba dive : uhhuh. :) i did. nice fishies.
Sit in the front seat of a roller coaster : i fight to sit in front.haha.no,i'm serious.
Deliver a baby : maybe baby animals.but not a human baby. i'd probably tell the mom, dont let it out!!
Swim across the Amazon River : no wayy!!! there's so many creepy stuff in there. i might get chomped on by some croc or anaconda.
Change careers : yes if it's what i want.
Disappear for a long period of time : would not.see i'm good.
Walk through the forest alone at night : no.i'd freak out.haha.i'm such a scaredy cat.
Join a space mission : hell yeah!
Tell everyone what you honestly think of them : it depends. i try to be tactful. not speak my mind like nobody's business.
Call off your wedding : i dont hope to do so unless absolutely necessary.
Walk naked through New York City for 10 minutes during rush hour: kill me first.haha.no way man!
Walk up to Mike Tyson and call him a girl : haha! no no no. wouldnt even dare think of it.
Disarm a bomb: if i know how to,maybe yes. for the greater good and i'll prolly die a martyr.muahahha.
CLean the outside windows of a skyscraper : noo!!!!
Draw a mustache on the Mona Lisa with a permanent marker: haha yea. why not? i'll be remembered forever as the girl who made the mona lisa a man once and for all.. rofl.
Go on tour with Elvis : yes,it'll be cool as long as i'm not touring with his spirit.haha.he's like dead.
Go swimming during a thunder storm : no.i'm chicken like that.
Perform surgery on your best friend : hahaha. *evil glint* no.i'll be so stressed up and end up making matters worse.lol.
i tag NO ONE.
but whoever wants to do it,just grab it.
that's all for now.
toodles.
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Posted on September 06, 2007 @ 11:33 pm
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righto.
i volunteered at an animal shelter a few weeks ago but didn't bother to update.
but then,julia did!(nevertheless a very delayed one).
so being the lazy arse i am,
i shall just redirect you to her blog and read bout it plus you get to see my not-so-pretty dramatic face.lol.
Click julia and beau on the peeps navigation sidebar to get to Julia's page.sorry,dunno why html isn't working.
p/s: see julia,i'm promoting your blog.teehee.
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Posted on September 06, 2007 @ 11:13 pm
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i don't mean to sound sad at all but this is like the 3rd rejection this year?
not rejected by a guy lar you doink.
i didn't get picked to be on the debate team.
sigh.
on a brighter note,i get to be adjudicator instead.
haha.i dunno how on earth i can be an adjudicator,no experience at all.
but like my dear lady laila said,
i get to evaluate others and not be evaluated all the time.
in a way,i have upgraded myself as i'll be able to learn from other debaters and be a better speaker in future.
not that i have many more debate auditions anyway.
but every cloud has a silver lining.
as sher lynn said (she got to be part of a speaking member by the way), i get to be part of it minus stress.
haha.so yeah,pretty good.
but most of all,i thought i did ok during selection.
not splendidly well but not to the extent of keep muttering to myself,
i should have done this,i should have done that,i shouldn't have done bla bla bla.
so yeah,could've been better but nevertheless,no regrets whatsoever.
darn,i'm so gonna miss debating.
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Posted on September 05, 2007 @ 11:08 pm
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hola people.
it's about time i blogged bout my mundane life.
but today's not as mundane as usual as there's a little something extra today.
we managed to persuade our Physics teacher Mr Hari to postpone our test tomorrow!
aww,bless him.
well,it all started like this.
Mr Hari gave us only a few days notice regarding the test and we were so not prepared.
we (well basically the girls,didn't know bout the guys though) were racking our brains real hard to find some excuse not wanting to take the test tomorrow.
but all our plans seemed feeble.
but then,TING!
our prayers were answered during LAN.
there's gonna be a talk by A Samad Said,Malaysia's greatest poet/literature pro at college tomorrow.
andandand it's during physics period.yay!
so we obviously jumped at that idea and begged Mr Hari to let us postpone the test and see A Samad Said cuz it's such a rare opportunity.yea right.but anyways,Mr Hari as usual was like why does it have to be his period?do we really wanna see A Samad Said?bla bla bla.
and he kept saying no.
we were at the brink of despair.
but then somehow,the whole of PM16 bersatu padu and literally begged Mr Hari to postpone the test
because we didn't have enough time to prepare.but yes,he said No and said that he must give us a test before hols.
in the meantime,he was using the PC to detect his phone's bluetooth device.(dunno why,prolly for lessons.)
and then,not only the PC did not detect his phone,it detected Karim's bluetooth which Karim intelligently nicknamed
as..... "No Test Pls".
rofl.Mr Hari sorta got bengang-fied.his expression looked so funny.
then a few others turned on their bluetooth and put nicknames like :
- No Test Please Mr Hari
- Please Mr Hari
-No test please
talk about kerjasama eh?
lol.and we kept bugging him and he said he'll tell us his decision after lecture.
and after lecture,the world(well at least PM16's world at least) rejoiced.
and his phone bluetooth device never got detected.teehee.
plus guess what,i just went on MSN and almost all of my classmates projected their joy through their nicknames.
haha.awesome.i'm happy too. *big grin*
and another event today,
debate selection to represent taylors in an upcoming debate at IMU.
so yeah,the first time ever i debated without a script.
it was mainly on the spot thing cuz it was a british parlimentary style debate.
and god,i never realised how much i missed debating.
it feels good to argue and debate again.
motion was 21st century medicine : making us better.
we drew lots to see who's who and i became the opposition leader.
had to crap for 7 minutes.
amazingly,i managed to do so.even with a prepared script,i never reached 7.
well,did get kinda pissed with some people but what's in the debate stays in the debate.
so yeah,no hard feelings.
everyone did splendidly well,they were 8 of us.only 4 + 2 will make it.
very stiff competition so do wish me luck.,keeping fingers crossed.
but i shall take things in my stride if all turns out otherwise.
i always believe in blessings in disguise.
well,at least i think do.
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Posted on September 02, 2007 @ 10:54 pm
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alrighty.i got tagged like ages ago.
i know this is wayyyy delayed but anyways,
here goes.
Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.
1. I have a fetish with filling forms.I cant help myself but fill every single form that lands into my hands.I dunno why.Survey forms,subscription forms,enquiry forms etc etc.you name it,i fill it.
2. I absolutely lurveee M&M's.every single type.peanut,milk chocolate,crispy,crispy mint,peanut butter,almond.anymore?my way.grins.
3. I am not afraid of roaches or rats.what i'm afraid of is legless creatures.eeek.
4. I'm an aquaholic.
5. I suffer from short-term memory loss.
6. I'm bad with directions.
7. People think i look scary and unfriendly at the first impression.well,maybe i used to look that way.
8. I turn pink very easily after even only one sip of alcohol.Thank god i dont get drunk at the first sip.
9. I'd like a glamourous and high-profile career. Not a safe,traditional,boring one. Yea,kinda contradicting with what i plan to take but heck lar.
10. I forgive but i dont forget.full stop.
THE END!
P/S : I didnt tag anyone cuz i dont think anyone would know i tagged em anyway.nobody reads my journal which is fine with me.i dont plan to have people throng my site.alrite alrite!i just wanted to save ppl the trouble.
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you know,
i've always been annoyed with forwarded messages.
examples :
1)*some friendship message*
send this friendship message to all your friends
and me too if you consider me as one.if u receive back more than 20,u're lovable.if i dont receive one back from you,i guess you dont consider me a friend.so start sending now.friends forever!!! ('',)
2)PLS READ!THIS IS NOT A JOKE.
you have been cursed with bad luck as soon as u opened this email.
you must send this to 20 in one hour or bad things will happen to you.DO NOT DELETE.if u do not believe this,here are a few examples of people who heeded and those who did not.
i) i thought it was a joke.i deleted this message and *some horrible happenings*. -name and location of some fictitious person-
ii)i got so freaked out by this message that is ent it to everyone in my list.the next day,my boyfriend proposed to me,my sick sister got better,my mum accepted my would-be-husband whom she absolutely hated! -another name and location of a stupid fictitious ass-
iii)i didnt really believe this email but i sent it to my friends anyway.ever since then,good things have been going my way!believe it or not,i do now! -yet another name of a yet another gullible fictitious character-
WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?START SENDING NOW.
3)u have been bitten by a good luck bug.
send this to 25 people in 24 hours and u'll get good luck all year through.
if u send to more than 10 ppl,ur crush will like you too.
if u send to more than 15 ppl,ur crush will call you out in the next 24 hours.
if u send to more than 20 ppl,ur crush will kiss you in the next 24 hours.
GOOD LUCK!!
4)this chian letter has been meddled with black magic and originated since the 1820s.it really brings bad luck if u dont pass this around.to be on the safe side,just send!i'm a victim too,dont want bad luck to fall upon me so dont blame me.however,if u send this,a miracle will happen to you at 12 am tonight.
What I Think
i think its uber lame.
why?
1)friendship is not measured by some stupid chain letter.besides,u'll be so paiseh if u dont send the message back to the sender so u'll send it back to him/her anyway although u dont know who the hell this person is or u're not even close to him/her.
2)can bad luck befall u through the means of a chain letter?come on,use ur braiiinnnnn.you dont even know whether the examples are true or made up.sheesh.use ur brain and THINK.
3)the same as 2),good luck cant come to you through the means of a lame chain letter as well.so THINK.use ur blllaaiiiinnnnn.and its near impossible ur crush will suddenly call,ask u out and kiss you in the next 24 hours out of the blue.
4)there's email in the 1820s??gosh.i never knew. *note sarcasm*
and a miracle WONT happen at exactly 12 midnight the same day u read the mail.what if u read this mail at 12 am?no miracle happened right?duh.
so there's my two cents worth of why i absolutely hate chain letters.
therefore,No FWDs Please.
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Posted on August 04, 2007 @ 12:38 am
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aloha ppl.
first things first.
the post before the friend test one,
it was done by JOYLYN.
my not-so-phwoarsome twin in ozland.
it was really obvious that it was her style of writing
but nenek was so gullible as always
and was actually taken in by that post.
she thought that i really thought she had a screw loose.
lol.
and knowing me,i wont actually puji joylyn like that
so yeah,she was the one praising herself like nobody's business.
thick-skinned.lol.
so with that done and over with,
a proper post.
i've been abandoning my faithful livejournal for quite a while now.
i dont really have that much access to internet
which explains my lack of updates.
i could've updated at The Web (a place where i can use comps at campus)
but the words just wont come out.
so yeah,it's been a month since i've started CAL at taylors.
i'm in PM16.a pre-med class with pretty nice people.
i've grown close with a couple of ppl,
the lecturers are nice and i especially love bio lectures.
maths kill though cuz the lecturer teaches really fast and
piles you with tonnes of homework.
LAN assignment was pretty cool though.
most groups did video clips on their topic
and so did we.
our topic was Malaysian Superstitions so we did a short clip.
it drew laughters from the others so i think it's pretty ok.
credits to the guys(kah woon,louis,whay chiat,& en kiat) on that part.
there's nothing to blog about really.a student's life is pretty much the same as everyone else.
and since i'm a self-proclaimed goody-two-shoes,
my life is definitely mundane.
(no,in case u were thinking i dont smoke pots as joylyn nicely posted.)
and to make this post conveniently longer,
here's a small part bout Taylors Charity Carnival on July 31st.
it was quite ok.took some pics.bought some stuff.ate some food.did a butterfly henna print on my hand.and that's about it.
i know.i suck at narrating.
btw,i watched the simpsons movie with tee-ni today
and laughed real hard.
it was so lame and bodoh that it was hilarious.
i wouldn't say it was fantabulous though
but yeah,worth watching if u like the simpsons.
tried real hard to contain myself to NOT buy anymore clothes.
tee-ni got a nice tee though.
anyways,if any of my peeps are wondering why i didnt tag or drop comments
on ur blogs for sooooooooooo long,i'm so sorry!
i'm pretty tied up with stuff and it's also due to limited internet access.
so here's sending all my love to joylyn,nat,mel,suph,bekah,michie and neneque.
and everyone else.i'll try to blog again real soon.xoxo.
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Posted on July 15, 2007 @ 8:26 pm
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hello you worshippers.
i just realised that my last update was 5 weeks ago.
yes read.
F.I.V.E fippin weeks.
i've been terribly bad.
have been rockin up kl.
booze's awesome.
and pot's been wicked stuff.
but still,
the one thing i've miss most?
MY PHWOARRSOMEE TWIN IN OZLAND.
Joylyn!
every IM from her gets me all high and derilious.
though she doesnt reply me most of the time,
it's ok.
i know she's busy and im happy enough i get an IM from her everytime she's online.
shows that she misses me.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH TWIN!
like THIS (stretches arms as wide as they can go) much.
im so sorry i threatened to kill you when you came back for a surprise visit,
and couldnt go up to kl.
i missed you so much i was blabberring nonsensical stuff.
you know i didnt mean it, don't you?
okay.
enough about her.
JUST COME BACK SOON BABES!
so can't wait for december!
;DDD
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anyways,
i've been alright.
kl's okay.
except for that Neneque who's being such a bitch lately.
i dunno aye.
she just whines and whines cz she knows that i love Joylyn more than her.
i mean like,
seriously.
who does she think she is?
UGH.
whatever.
i used to like her but its kinda like the total opposite now.
i dunno aye.
maybe it's just sunway's being a cow and she's getting all paranoid and everything.
but she really shouldnt take it out on me and my twin.
i heard that she wanted to slit joy's throat cz she was pissed that joy didnt go up to kl.
omg she's getting so morbid i piss in my pants everytime i see her online.
which just proves that guys,
you really should stay away from sunway.
screws you up so bad. ugh.
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considering the fact that now i am officially
no longer a staff of Public Bank,
i am thus officially free and i proudly resume
my status as a student come july.
*applause please* thank you.
and so once again considering the fact that i can come online
more often to kill time and rot at home without having to smile and greet customers over at counter 1 at
Public Bank Johor Bahru,
you think with utmost certainty
i should update more often,
change skins,
upload photos,
manage my friendster and flickster accounts,
boy oh boy,you are soo wrong.
sorry to disappoint you,joylyn.lol.
i know my current skin sucks.
(skin as in my journal layout you dufus,not my organ).
but finding a layout for LJ isn't as easy as going to blogskins and get one for blogger.
nayhayhay.
yes,LJ's troublesome like that.
but i like LJ. :)
and as for photos,
i know i never uploaded (ok,maybe twice) photos on my journal
or uploaded new photos on friendster.
but my desktop takes like aeons to get 'em running.
being the impatient prat i am,i'd rather forget it.
yes,blame the internet connection.wait till i go to KL.
tee hee.
yes i know.
my friendster seems abandoned.
i do want to send a comment all my friends on my friends list
but aiyah.wait lah.soon.
and flickster?maybe cuz i'm new to it and i don't bother learning how to navigate through it.the same goes for Windows Live Messenger.
i need to learn how to be IT savvy.
i'm such a hopeless case.
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Posted on May 28, 2007 @ 11:48 pm
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i knew i would find my previous post silly
when i reread it.
i cant believe i actually felt upset cuz i got rejected
like OMG what the hell got over me?
i'm not like so hard up,right?
it's just a scholarship for crying out loud.
stupid stupid bodoh baka.
but then again,i wanted to get into UWC badly.
i dont give two hoots bout JPA though,
cuz both u and i know that
there's an unspoken but widely known you-know-what.
shan't elaborate further.
lol.yeah,i'm silly like that.
anyways,i'm really happy now.
maybe cuz i just ate goober.mmm...
or maybe cuz i'm feeling all warm inside
knowing that ppl care eventhough they're away. :)
i love long phone calls from friends.
makes me all warm &..... cant think of the word.
my mood swings faster then you can say chickapoot.
lol.
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i've been in a mellow mood lately.
maybe it's because i got rejected by both JPA AND UWC.
it's not that i expected that i was bound to get the scholarships.
i was actually already mentally prepared if i got rejected
cuz despite being quite satisfied with my results ( note that i said quite,not very),i know that my results weren't deemed perfect or spectacular.
but it's really disappointing to know that i was REALLY rejected.
reality slammed me real hard on my face.
i've always known that there was always someone higher than another on the totem-pole of society.
you can never reach the peak cuz there's always gonna be someone higher than you.
that's the way life is.
yet,i always seem to be dragged into the world of those who are naive.bodoh.and yes,that's the way i am.
i've always hoped to achieve my goals,to be good at whatever i do.
so when i am deemed not good enough,it's as though someone just pricked a needle into my bubble.
my fragile little bubble containing all my hopes,dreams and aspirations.
i dont hope to be the best,i just hope to be given a chance.
but then again,maybe i didn't treasure the chance i was given to prove that i am worthy to be given a chance. (WHY am i repeating myself?ugh.)
maybe i'm not as good as i hoped to be after all.
many more people deserve the chance more than i do.(all right,i'm probably deluding myself).
and so here's a truly sincere congratulations wish to my friends who got JPA or UWC especially elisha (medicine-JPA),amin( UWC Atlantic-UK),and phoebe( UWC Mahindra- India).
I'm really happy for you guys.honest.
as for me,i need to rebuild my confidence,restructure my dreams,refurnish my hopes.
and it does not help that my friends are all leaving.
sigh.maybe that's another reason why i'm being mellow.
on a brighter side,this rejection may be a blessing in disguise after all.
despite not gaining the scholarships,i sure learned alot through the interview and that experience is good enough.
but the bitter taste of rejection stays.like how the taste of medicine always stays in ur mouth.
i just need to brace myself up and maybe when i reread this post in a few week's time,i'll find that how silly i've been.
this chipmunk needs a hug.
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